alcohol problems

[Jef66 0]

I used to drink like a fish whilst I was in the forces.... stupid amounts of very cheap and available booze. Didn't take long before i was an aggressive and thoroughly unpleasant little shit because of it. Eventually I woke up one morning after almost 4 years of being pissed a lot of the time, unable [yet again ] to remember what the feck i'd done the night before. I went off for a shit shower and shave to try n clear my head a little and was horrified to see I was pissing blood coz my kidneys were in such a mess :s.

 

This scared the crap outta me and i threw myself into gettin fit and as many things as I could find to occupy myself instead of the usual round of bars, booze and punchups. After a struggle and a lot of effort I managed to get out of the habit of drinking whenever there was booze [e.g. most of the time]

 

Tisn't easy to do, but it's not at all impossible either. ultimately the only thing that really pushed me on and helped me beat it was not wanting to let myself down and fail.

 

I wish you the best of luck and sincerely hope you manage to beat this rabbithunter. from the amount ofhelpful posts and concern on this thread you wont be alone or stuck for encouragement and a reason to win

 

 

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