hope you have a speedy recovery mate,life throws different things at different people, its just as well this has happened to you because a lesser man wouldve given up, sold up and probably dwelled in self pity, and blamed every f****r he met, but youve obviously got a big set of bollox and are prepared to meet this setback head on, so fairplay to you mate for show that attitude,dont think i would be that strong so soon,cheers hairyface