Thanks for all your comments lads, like what has been said, I do have a mentor, but he encourages me to think for my self and do things my own way, when I was an apprentice carpenter if I done everything my mentor who was teaching me done then I'd probably be really shit at my job now lol, it's the same for apprentices that I have working with me, best way to learn is make mistakes then get over them yourself. If you rely on other people to get you out the shit all the time then what are you actually learning?? It's great to have someone keep an eye on you, but you need to do things your own