If I was arrogant enough to offer advice to anyone on here ,that would be the advice I would give ,,,read a book ,read a thousand books ! Don't lose out on the pleasure ,excitement ,emotion ,knowledge ,self awareness and satisfaction of reading a well written tome ,he discerning in your choice of book ,learn the difference betwixt run of the mill pap and prose that can make your heart soar ,lose yourself in the pages ,find out how beautiful this language is ,how great minds create works of art from words , read a book !