life is just a test mate ive had two kids both in and out off hospital for over four years ive done nothing much in them me. kids came first now im just getting to have a life at 40 but it was one thing or the other it has been a big test on my life but i think im nearly out of that hole i hpoe son still will need to go to hospital for life but its not as bad as it was at first so there is light at end but some times its seems so far away at times life will get better its just a matter of time ATB no1