bloody hell..sorry mate,,i do feel for you ,,i realy do,,i no how your feeling right now,, i lost my mam last year,,she died in my arms..cancer,,i couldnt let her go,,we was very close,,1 hour later the doctors couldnt get me to let go of her hand,,i went of my head,,it wasnt her time to go,,, so i will say a prear for you and your mam my friend,,hope she has no pain mate,,,let me no if you need to speak cos it does help,,sorry mate,,,speak soon,,,mark....