hi mate i know exactly how you feel, i had arranged to buy a pup from someone on here, i drove 180 miles to his house in wales(i live in rugby) arrived at his house after a three hour drive! and the c"£* was not there, his brother in law came round to the house and he'd already sold the pup anyway! and like you i had already told my 3yr old son, it was heart breaking for me to tell him when i got, some 7 hours later that i had not got the pup. so my feelings are with you mate
tony