chin up mate,its not good,my wife got made redundant at xmas,and im self employed brickie i had to travel 120 mile round trip to a site the only work i could find and worked there for 2 months the prices were shit,the site was shit,the subby we were working was a knob,and the money i was earning in 2 weeks was what i normaly earn in a week.im struggling to make my mortgage payments now and dont no how it will all end.just gotta try and keep battling on through