nightshadow i havent seen the post mate so all i can say is dont give up, there are only a few of us that keep the falconry side of things going and you are one of them, ive been slagged off/slated or what ever you care to mention, but i dont let it get to me, aleast one thing,you dont have to face most folks on here in person, if it was a bad experiance or something similar i think you would of learned from it
so all i can say mate, have a change off heart, past is past, f*** the rest
get a nice cool in side you and get back to it
all the best
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