Stoney I admire your strength and courage in getting sober and trying to keep that way but your anger and bitterness could be better channelled and as for your question yes there is lads on here that would help someone in your exact position they didn't know I wasn't going to name him but fireman did for a mate of mine never met the man but he helped me out massively and sadly it didn't work but he tried when he didn't need to and for that I will always be grateful and hopefully one day I could do him a good turn I wish you well and a full recovery